what to do

anna

ive alwais had crushes o boys but nothing was ever really intense , but when I thought i might be gay I think i hve a girl crush and I fell so good and connected to her the problem is she is my bff and I really dont want to ruin that . but the thing is i think she might be gay too. I know I am just seing things that arent there but the thing s there is this boy that I think he still has wa crush on me and i still have a crush on him but I dont know if i go for it if i leave it be if i relly am gay and if i do go for it i dot really want to make it publick or how my mom will react god i dont know how i will react.

the thing is i dont se my future whith a girl but i cant really see me not dating one .

please can you healp me and , i know it is a complicated situation but if you cant healp me whith the girl, boy problem , can you please comment on how to ask this boy out , or how to just find out if he still likes me i will thank you allot. thanks.