Out of my league

I’ve got a crush on this dude. He is so funny and cute and so fun to talk to. And I think he likes talking to me to.

Just one little issue! I’m fat.

I don’t mean kinda chubby. I’m obese. Not morbidly, but obese. Not that I think that’s bad, but it doesn’t help my case.

I think that to some, I would be deemed attractive. But because of my weight, crushes usually don’t work out for me. It’s really heartbreaking. But in any crush I feel like I have a sixteenth of the chance a normal girl has, if any.

It sucks. I always build up hope, but I know there’s no reason to deep down. I don’t think I genuinely have a chance. I feel so hopeless. I’m in my senior year of high school, I’ve been through this enough times to be tired of it. But I keep torturing myself.