I need someone to talk to! Please comment

So about a year ago I went to a party with my co-workers. I was 18. I got drunk and I was raped. I don’t remember a thing. A month later I found out I was pregnant. But not with just one baby but with twins. I had them at 18, I’m now almost 20. No father stepped up to claim them. My boyfriend I have now claims them as his own. The problem is is they have a different race in them so they are a little darker. Everyone always asks about them and if they are his.

Keep up with the story. Sorry it’s confusing. I’m trying

Well recently a ex friend and I got into it and she said at least I know who my baby daddy is. That hurts because she doesn’t know the whole story. How do I deal with this? Any advice will be helpful!