Is it just me?

Rachel • Baby boy coming December 2019 👶🏼💙

This is my hubby and I’s first time TTC. I know that there are women who have been trying for so long to have kids. I’m just barely starting. But I have this voice in the back of my head that constantly says stuff like “yah right, you’re never going to get pregnant” etc. I have hoshimotos (thyroid disease) and I know difficulty getting pregnant is a symptom. I haven’t really talked to anyone about it. I haven’t gotten a positive OPK yet and it’s really got me discouraged and worried. Tonight I decided to have some wine and relax. Not sure what the future holds 🤷🏼‍♀️