I'm not sure where this would go, so I just took a guess.

Just recently my best friend told me she is pregnant. Lucky. I am envious of her. I'm happy for her, but not like how I happy I should be, instead I feel envious and upset that she's having another baby and I have been trying off and on for 6 years to no avail. I love my best friend and I feel awful for being jealous and not as excited as I should be.

Seeing all the positive tests makes me want to run to the store in the awful thick rainy snow and buy a few of them...but I'm not late and I'm the day before ovulation. Please send many prayers and baby dust. Even my 8year old keeps saying "mommy, please have another baby. I just want you and Daddy to have a baby already". I need all the prayers I can get. I'm beyond ready for another child.