Several attempts to abort but fetus won’t die‼️‼️

So I was having a conversation with my mom.. my husband and I are trying to conceive... she thinks we should wait.. but tonight it came out “I tried to abort you with several different methods, I used the pills and different bush medicines, but you didn’t die so that goes to show you was suppose to be here, so I just dealt with it, because I didn’t want you, you weren’t apart of my plan”

Hearing her say that feels like a knife in the heart.. these 23 years of my life were much better before knowing that. It sounded so nonchalant.. I told her it hurt hearing her say that and all she had to say was, “I’m just telling you the truth”

Sigh 😔