So upset.

I just found out via blood test that I am not pregnant. I am 6 days late for my period and I had lots of symptoms. The point of this post is, my boyfriend is having such a hard time with this TTC thing. He wants a baby so bad but it’s just not happening for us yet. We have been getting in fights about stupid stuff and I think the root of it is that he’s just upset that I’m not pregnant. I’m thinking about just getting back on birth control and waiting a couple months maybe a year or two to try again. I just can’t deal with seeing him like this. I am obviously upset too but seeing him this way kills me.