Feeling empty and helpless.

Yesterday I went for my first scan, believed I was about 12 weeks, only to find I’ve miscarried 😢 I’ve known about this pregnancy from 4 weeks (roughly) that’s two months I’ve known about my baby for and two months I’ve had to connect with my baby.

This was my second pregnancy and my first beautiful boy was a healthy boy and I sailed through his pregnancy. This time around I feel as if my baby has been ripped out of me, I feel completely empty inside and it’s all I can think about. My body still thinks I’m pregnant so my belly has been growing and my womb is 25cm. (I would have been about 12 weeks).

Why has my body done this to me :( I’ve been going through a pregnancy that died about 7 weeks ago. I’ve had no signs of a miscarriage and now I’ve got to choose an option. I feel devastated.