How do I Know if I’m tight?

So parts of my body are paralyzed, with the inside part of my vagina being weak muscle-wise and i’m not sure if that alone would make me “loose” or whatever. Virgin and not doing it for a little while, so I can’t ask anyone and I obviously don’t have anyone to compare to so I’m not sure what should be able to fit that constitutes me as tight or loose. If anyone has a decent way to test for myself to see if I am still tight because I keep worrying about not being the ideal sex partner down the line lol