I’ll be pregnant forever 😩

This morning I woke up around 3:45 and couldn’t fall back asleep, from around 5am I started having weird cramps I never felt before, it got stronger after an hour and stayed like that for another 2 hours, it was constant but sometimes stronger sometimes lighter, I thought it might be the start of it, today is the day, I’m 39+4 due on saturday. I had breakfast and laid down to try and get some rest/sleep and turn off my mind, focus on my body, I slept for an hour and it went away completely. 😣😩 Was this braxton hicks??? I think I never had them or I don’t know, but I don’t feel anything now at 11:20am 😔 I feel like my baby is never going to come out 😣😣 Which I know is not true but come on, I’ve been drinking raspberry leaf tea for 3 weeks, I tried tonic, walking, sex, but nothing. I’m so done, I really want to hold him in my arms already 😔