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I give up

I never tght ttc would be me.

For this long.

As if I'm a horrible person.

As if I haven't given the better parts of me away... As if I wouldn't excel.

As if I hadn't my share of bullshit!

**I give up TTC.**

I'm giving up in my relationship with my/my SO, I actually started that before I realized I did. I just give the fuck up. Because I am alone. And words with out action IS dead!

You don't know my story. No one would read it.

This isn't a pitty party. More like it is what it is. I held on to God's scriptures; how he blessed all these women with children they prayed for and some didn't pray for in the bible.

*** It was always at his timing. Always.

There for, it's not just me... It's the others to that must be in this universe at the right place and right time for the future purpose. It's all linked.