need to vent

sorry i jus need to vent. i feel so alone and its so hard everyday waking up, feeling like this. I can’t sleep or eat and i just feel so horrible everyday but i have no choice but to keep going. My heart is so broken and theres so much stress and i just don’t know what to do anymore and i dont want to keep going. I wish i could just lay in bed forever or something idk what else to do. Its so hard to cope with my feelings