So I have a 10 yr and before I had her I experimented with marijuana with my friends (young like high school jr sr) but it wasn't like an everyday thing cause we lived on opposite sides of town. I stopped (I smoked no longer than probably 4 months it was summertime) and then that next year or so I had my 10 year old. During the first 7-8 months my doctor was asking me was I eating because I hadn't gained the weight expected. Explained to her that I'm not a big eater and I never really have an appetite. My last two weeks of pregnancy (delivered at 38 weeks) is when I gained all my weight. My appetite picked up maybe around 35 weeks. I started back smoking after my daughter was about 5-6 yrs because it was the only thing that made me eat. I went from 246lbs down to 145lbs before I started back smoking. I looked very sick. People didn't understand how I lost so much weight it was horrible. Since I've started back I've been between 180lbs and 200lbs. I look like I did before having my daughter and healthy. I also suffer from bpd and it's hard dealing with that and not being able to eat. Smoking helps both. But now I'm pregnant and I can't smoke😨 so I'm sick all the time from not being able to eat and going a few days. My allergies and sinus are all out of whack and I have very bad post nasal drip (straight into stomach not out your nose) which makes not eating even worse cause it upsets my stomach. Eating usually helps with this. I make sure I take my vitamins and drink fluids but it's hard dealing with both of these health conditions. Is there anyone dealing with this or has? How did you get yourself to eat?