Really upset

Suzan

Feel so down had a chemical pregnancy 11th December started bleeding put down as period stopped day 3 waited till we was ready all signs were looking good tested 31st December very faint positive was so happy next period was meant to be here 8th didn't show I didn't test as was scared had early symptoms I didn't drink alcohol didn't have sex took my prenatal vitamins rested everything I've had no appetite nothing last night had cramps one side maybe I implanted late I'm. Not sure officially 1 day late I fell asleep woke up at 10pm something didn't feel right went toilet wiped bam full blown pinky/red bleeding was 4weeks 2days I just bursted into tears another chemical pregnancy I've had tests scans nothing shows why it keeps happening I've got 2 children second child by csection it's be 2years since we been trying doctors don't help don't do anything I done everything right anyone been in the same situation had morning sickness tender boobs you name it I just knew this time was different we wasn't actively trying feels like I'm. Being punished I've had warm baths not eaten anything different I have tears in my eyes going from last chemical./period due date 17th September 2019 I'm just gnna give up I feel like my body doesn't want me to conceive sorry I feel like I have no one to talk to I have no family