2 week wait

I use to get excited about the wait. Think of the possibilities, if this were the month I conceive then this is the month our baby will be here. Now I’m on cycle 12 of ttc and I just hate it. We will hopefully meeting with a fertility specialist in a couple weeks after we finish getting labs done. But all of it just annoys me now. Sorry girls just needed a place to vent. Today is 1 day after ovulation. Sooo I wait once again. Hoping this month unlike the last 11 comes with better news.