I had a miscarriage a few weeks ago and my whole word felt appart. My bf did not understand how much I needed him and I recently just broke up with him as I feel I don’t have the support I need in this relationship. I am turning 38 on feb 1 and horrify at the idea of starting again alone and possibly not have any children’s. I love my work, I am a filmmaker but it does not define my life purpose. What do I do now!? How long does it take to heal such pain and betrayal?