My boyfriend and I have been together since we were in high school. We have been trying to conceive for almost 4 years now and nothing. From day one we have technically been "trying" because he didnt make it out in time. When he was born his testicles were herniated so we arent even sure if the sperm are capable of conception. My periods have never ever been regular , ive tried just about everything to get them more regular but nothing works. Really dont want to jump into <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>, iuis, any of that if natural conception is stil a possiblity. The frustration is unreal considering we dont know if its him or if its the both of us. Ive taken tests that LOOKED faintly positive, multiple ones day after day still nothing ever happens.. sucks feeling like you can never give the person you love more than anything a family. It is a gut wrenching, tear jerking feeling to see a new mother holding a baby, to see a pregnant belly knowing we most likely will never get that opportunity. The way his face lights up holding a child is one of my favorite places i take my mind to, to cheer up when im upset then quickly i am reminded its just not meant for us..