Well I’m currently 23w pregnant with my second child. My first is going to be 9 when this baby is born so quite a big gap and also they don’t have the same father. My first sons father is not in his life so it’s only been me and him until I met my now husband 3years ago. Me and my son are like 2 peas in a pod we are super close and do everything together and always have and we have an amazing bond and I just can’t help but feel scared I’m going to lose this bond with my first son and I’m not sure how I’m going to react with another now. Don’t get me wrong we’ve tried for this baby and are super excited but I guess I’m a little nervous of losing what I have with my first son since we’re so close. How do you ladies with more than 1 do it ?