Need Advice and Support Please!!!

Samantha

Hi guys so I rarely have sex with my boyfriend and we only became sexually active about 2 months ago. I have always had irregular periods going anywhere from 46-50 days in between my periods. I had sex one time on December 20th and then on January 5th. Both times my boyfriend and I used condoms and he never even came close to finishing put still pulled out with the condom on. The condom was on from start to finish also. I’ve been waiting for my period and have gotten my usual PMs symptom of breast soreness starting around two weeks ago. I also think that I ovulated later than the app predicted as I noticed stretchy cm about a week later. As of right now my period is four days late which isn’t too bad as I’ve been as late as 11 days before. (The app isn’t too accurate for me). However I have EXTREME anxiety and have been feeling symptoms which I can’t distinguish between my normal pms or pregnancy. I’ve been having cramps all day and had some light brown discharge today that looked like dried blood. I also checked the position of my cerviX and it feels higher than usual but I’m not sure if I’m just paranoid. I’m just really stressing myself out and worrying that I am pregnant. I don’t really have access to pregnancy tests easily because I have extremely strict parents and the nearest store for me to get a pregnancy test is around 30 minutes away. I really need advice because I’ve been so worried waiting for my period to come. What do you guys think? Please help or give any advice!!!