Soooo....

Karen Ann • In love, happy, blessed, 25.
The guy I was dating was addicted to pain killers. Well he spends 30 dollars on one pill oxy codeine ... Anyway last year I broke my neck every vertabre cept like one. I had a neck fusion and my recover from that was 7 months & the neck pain I have is chronic. 😑 anyway he would pop these pills around me all the time knowing I was in chronic pain or ran out of my pain meds . I know it's illegal but is it wrong for me to think it was selfish he watched me suffer and never offered me one to help with my pain... I mean one day of no pain is better than feeling this everyday... 
He took them to get high 
And idk it's complicated but to me it was thought less and selfish do I have a right to feel this way or am I overreacting ?