Newbie

Im kinda new to here. Its hard to feel ok with my weight. Im 15, 5'6" and 225 lbs. 43 inch upper waist and 54 inch lower waist. 26 inch thighs. Theres nothing wrong with me, my blood pressure is fine and im healthy other then mild osteoporosis (caused by my depo shot and affected by my weight). But it makes it hard to accept it and think im even mildly good looking. My boyfriend of nine months says he's fine with how i look but i just always feel like im overly obese and unhealthy even though half the time i skip meals.