AF due tomorrow but 2 BFP!!

Have had 2 m/c this year and really want to start our family. I am 38 and no children. Trying not to stress and/or get my hopes up for another heart break..don't think I can handle another loss. Haven't told my husband yet because I'm afraid something is going to happen and can't stand the thought of hurting him again. Prayers and blessings needed 🍼💜