No BFP for me this month Either !

Christina • I am 38 yrs old .... I have 4 kids whom I adore ... My husband & I have decided to try for a little girl !!!!
Monday my blood pressure dropped to 80/50 & I was very faint .. I ended up being rushed to the ER by ambulance because my blood pressure kept dropping ... 
So while in the ER they ran numerous test & one was a pregnancy test by Blood Test & it came back Negative!!! 
I am super disappointed, sad & more ! I don't think this is ever gonna happen for us ! It's discouraging for me !!!