In my past I use to get cheated on countless times by my exs and i had started dating a guy who we made an agreement that it was just gonna be us. And temptation hit me and I went for it. I cheated on him. Multiple times. Eventually we broke up. But my now boyfriend I'm doing my best to stay faithful but ive been so scared of him leaving me that ive cheated on him a couple times. I feel so wrong.. but i love him so much. I know they say if you truly love someone you would never do things like this.. but I do really love him. He cheated on me through messenger. Sexting someone. And it hurt. But he also mentally abuses me. I need to women up and leave him.