Not really a rant but here i go

So here I am worrying about my life and why I can't have a baby but meanwhile Jan 3rd of this year my grandpa went in for surgery to remove what they thought was the only cancer he had. Turn out my grandpa has stage 3 cancer 💔😭 hearing my dad tell me this, my world turned upside down and all I can do is cry. After losing my great grandpa and my alomst step dad I can't lose my grandpa. 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 Please pray that all the cemo and other stuff he has to do helps him!🛐