7weeks and 1 day... Bad memories.

I MC in June at 7weeks and 1 day and that's how much I am today. Iv felt so nervous and on edge all day. If I mention these things to my hubby he gets abit annoyed and says trust in God what will be will be. He is right I know but as an emotional pregnant woman along with the insecurities of the past MC I feel oh so nervous. Iv been testing almost daily since I found out at 4weeks n 4days. Crazy I know. I'm just that nervous and anxious. Anyone else going through this or passed their milestone of when they lost the baby? I pray it gets better from here on.