2018 was a very hard year for us... we were having some economical struggles, I lost a baby in June and grandma passed away in August. I found out I was pregnant again in December and to top off the end of the year I had to go to ER because I started bleeding. Thank God everything was fine and doctor just recommended some rest. We started 2019 good, the last days I felt like everything was perfect!!! Boyfriend proposed to me, the bleeding stopped and pregnancy its great.

Yesterday my know ex came in late from work smelling like alcohol, he told me it was someone's b-day and that they had gone to Denny's to celebrate. I didn't get mad or anything cause he had never given me reasons not to trust him. Today when he was getting ready to go to work his phone started vibrating and I thought it was his alarm so I grabbed it to "turn it off" and it was a text from a girl asking him if he was ok... he left to work and I managed to log in into his verizon acct only to find out he cheated on me with this girl on saturday.