Hoping it isn’t happening again

Ka

So my last pregnancy, when he implanted I bled badly. Like for an hour. Then it turned quickly to brown blood and I was heavy spotting brown blood for a week. I then decided I would take a test because I couldn’t figure out what was wrong. I was pregnant and releasing old blood. I spotted the whole time. At 6 1/2 weeks I had a miscarriage.

Fast forward to today. My husband and I have been trying and this week after ovulation I started spotting brown blood again. I’m afraid if I am pregnant and it is happening this way, I’ll loose my baby again. Any one else deal with weird spotting? Not gonna go see a dr till I see my own Pregnancy test sign positive at home.