I had a miscarriage at the end of December and it’s weighing in me pretty bad. I feel like I want to change something or do something different (kinda like after a breakup) but it’s a weird feeling....idk. Cut my hair is OUT the question, I’ve worked so hard to grow it out the last 5 years. Maybe a tattoo? A piercing? I seen a previous post about a body cleanse. What does that do? Maybe that?

I.DONT.KNOW!

I’m going crazy in my head.

Ps. Waiting for a counselor to call me back. I know I can’t deal with this myself anymore.