TTC for 8 mo no luck 😭

I have been with my husband for 6 years and married for 2 and we are so anxious to have a baby. Last month I tracked my ovulation, made sure we had sex and everything and still got my period. I know it could take up to a year when going off birth control but seeing my friends pregnant makes me sad when I should be happy for them. Anyone experiencing the same feelings? Just feel like I need to rant.. I know I should enjoy this time not being someone's mother but it's all I've ever wanted since I was a little girl playing house and carrying around my baby doll. I keep having baby dreams of what my child will look like and praying to my grandma to hold my child's soul before coming down from heaven bc she didn't get the chance when she was still here with us. Just hope it happens soon!