The loss of my baby

So this Sunday 10th August 2014 would have been my baby's due date that I lost at Christmas 2013 through a ruptured ectopic at 9 weeks. As the date is getting closer I'm getting more and more upset and thinking of my angel baby, I was sure he was a boy too so named him Alfie. Just wondered if anyone else has got to a due date of their loss and how you coped? Or did you do anything special to remember the baby? I'm 11 weeks pregnant now but I still don't want to forget my little angel just need some support ?