Angry all over again

PTgal💜 • Married 6 years, just had my rainbow, a baby girl, in April. Have pcos, endometriosis, low thyroid, and have had 4 mc.
In the past week I have learned of 4 people expecting 5 babies.... And I'm 1 month out recovering from an ectopic pregnancy I didn't even know I had (8 weeks) and a miscarriage in February at 9.5 weeks. And we have been TTC for almost 2 years. This is bullshit! And I was gonna go for a walk or sit outside and my neighbors dog won't stfu... Gah!!! Just needed to vent :/