Sick of having to try

I’m 15 my best friend is like 4 months older so she is 16. Anyway I’m so sick of being the duff or the ugly friend.

She slept over last night and she told me to hit up some guys so I was like fuck it why not!!

I say hey to this one guy and he guys hey btw your friend is hot. Like GREAT!!

Then this other guy who liked my friend like a month ago I spoke to cause she said too and she doesn’t like him at all. He then goes are you with yiur friend I say yea and then I go do you like anyone he says no and I say dam I thought you were cute ahaha

He PRETENDS to not see it saying sorry what did you say? It deleted and I go nm and then he says righto.

Point is I fake tan, wear makeup, curl my hair and go to so much effort to be pretty! When she can be laying down with a fucking double chin and guys think she is hot as fuck.

I’m just sick of it. I hate my body I’m sick of trying and ALWAYS getting rejected. I’m just so over it

Here is a pic of me

And this is my friend in the video that was on snap mind you this isn’t even her trying