I’ve always been self conscious about my appearance seeing as i got bullied all through elementary all through middle school and i probably won’t stop getting bullied till like my 11th grade year when a full glow up will be in effect. my boyfriend likes my body he says but sometimes it feels like he doesn’t...today he told me he doesn’t want to eat me out anymore and he understood if i didn’t want to go down on him. i thought it was a joke but he was serious,,,so so serious. After we had sex i started feeling slightly more confident because I thought he’d only do this if he wanted to nd if I looked good while he was doing it. Anyway, anyway, basically I hate my body and my face and me. like how do i expect him to love my appearance if I don’t even like it? s