With this post, I'm letting go of all desires to conceive. If it never happens, who cares? If it wasn't for family pressuring me, I wouldn't really care. I don't care if it does or doesn't happen anymore. I'm indifferent. I got my nipped pierces recently and so I'm not supposed to for like a year anyway. Technically I've gone a year and....watch....if it happens now I'm gonna be a little pissed. Lol