FET after Twin loss

Sally • 4 angels

today I started my FET protocol after losing twins at 8 weeks . we only have 3 left and I'm crapping myself. I'm scared of losing another heart beat. I'm scared of it not working because technically I did get pregnant last time. I'm scared. my Dr only ever transfers 1. so last time they split. I hope I can enjoy any future pregnancies with out stressing out over getting attached. is that odd?