So frustrated 😫

I had my baby on New Year’s Day. My husband went back to work yesterday which means for the past two nights I’ve been the only one waking up with the baby.

He doesn’t get home until 7-8 PM, so it’s just me and the baby until then. She’s such a good baby during the day, but at night she’s up every 15 minutes unless she’s sleeping with us. Then it’s every two hours.

My husband told me that since I have 8 weeks off he won’t be getting up to help. Then last night when he got home he played games on his phone until we went to bed, he held our baby once and then handed her back to me. I’m starting to get so burnt out, when she wakes up at night it’s usually and hour until she’s back down and my husband does not care at all. I knew having a baby was hard, but I thought I’d have some type of support, I’m so tired of doing it by myself 😞