9 DPO and had some brown spotting. It seemed like what I get before AF so figured she’d show her ugly face soon. Now, 2 days later, still no AF. I feel like I usually start quickly after spotting so this waiting is just killing me!!

We’ve been TTC for almost 2 1/2 years and tired of seeing negatives. 🙄

Maybe I’ll test tomorrow if she still doesn’t show?! 🤔

**Update: BFN this morning and still no AF. No idea why I started spotting..

I HATE THIS!!!!! So over this fertility roller coaster. I wish I just didn’t want a baby and it would make this so much easier 😭