So I never posted before or really ask anyone for help but I feel like I finally need to.

Well Ive been depressed and have anxiety for as long as I can remember because of all the reason there is.

Finally after all the bs I found a man 3 years ago that was betrayed on and was heart broken like me, we took a chance 8 months ago and been dating since. To me seemed liked a Disney movie honestly, just a real chance to feel special, loved and safe with one person. (Actually one with him)

Unfortunately as the months went on we seem to not understand eachother as much anymore I guess? because we argue, he seems less excited to be with me, not the sweet adorable man that made me feel happy or seems happy to be with me, looks and sounds in a way I feel like I'm a burden not lover.. I honestly feel like hes falling out of love with me.

So this weekend is are 8 month anniversary and I want it to be special (more then just are every day special)

But seems we have no idea what to do for it. It has to be budget friendly because he hit a deer recently and that was $500 😰 for him (and a heart attack for me! 😱) but not just stay at home either, last two anniversaries were ruined/pushed to the side and promised to make it up to me. Want a place to go, reconnect, and be hopelessly romantic so we can fall inlove all over again.

So here are the basics : I/we lost enough I dont want to lose what I know to be a great thing to get away!

So a Romantic reconnection thats budget friendly but still says I'm sorry and want to make up for breaking promises, not too far of a drive an hour is still fine.

I dont know if this matters but where in Ohio, dont like spas, night clubs, or casinos. We like billiards, walking and playing games together.

This means the world to me, i want us to be one of those couples that say we made it when were 80, beat the statics and be another story of proof love can be forever with enough decation. So please leave suggestions for this weekend (and ideas what maybe helped you/or someone you know to keep love strong.) Thank you for your time and ideas.