So, I’m posting anonymously, but I’m in quite a sticky situation with my lover. She and I have dated before, but we fell off for a while. Well, now she has a boyfriend, but she’s having second thoughts. She has feelings for him, but she also has deep feelings for me as well. She is too afraid to break up with him. She’s too sweet to break his heart, but we both know that either way, somebody is going to get hurt in the end due to our situation. We’ve decided that we will be talking and spending time together as more than friends for exactly one month, and then she will make her decision- does she want to break up with her boyfriend? Or does she not have the heart to do it? The heart to be with me? Its awful, but I love this girl, and even though it’s wrong and I truly feel bad that her boyfriend doesn’t know about us, I love this girl more than anything and I am going to fight for her until I can’t anymore. She’s just too scared to be out and too scared that people will dislike her because of her orientation and that her boyfriend will be hurt when she breaks up with him. She’s gay-but she can’t even accept it herself. She says that she feels like she is obligated to date boys so people won’t think badly of her. I guess we will see what happens eventually. I really do love this girl, and I want more than anything to be with her. I would do anything to be with her, whether it’s right or wrong- I guess that shows to what extent somebody will travel just to be able to love someone and be loved in return.