I found out on Monday that my baby had stopped growing at 9 weeks and I should have been 12 weeks. The next day I had a D&C to have the baby removed. I was sad the day I found out and right after the procedure, but since then I haven't really felt sad. I'm feeling guilty that I'm not more sad. Some people say that some women know subconsciously that the baby isn't gonna survive and therefore never really have a connection with it. I feel like this is what happened to me. I was just getting used to the idea and getting excited to have another child and then I just lose it. Right now I am counting down the days to when I can start trying for another baby and not mourning the one I had just lost. Anyone else experience this?! I feel soo guilty!!