Crying mess

I’m just a crying emotional mess.

It’s flow week

She’s coming

I just know it

I can’t stop crying picturing it happening

Is this normal??? I’m usually a little emotional before AF but I don’t want to get off the couch and I can’t stop the tears.

I just want this baby so badly. I want this life 💙 I’m so ready.

Anyone else get this debilitating anxiety knowing it didn’t happen for you again???