TTC in the midst of grief.

First time posting here; not sure how this works.

Had sex 4 days ago, minor “ovulation” cramps happening today. Hoping and praying. Stupid endometriosis. Trying naturally before stepping into medicine help. Please pray. It’s been a super hard year. It’s time for life to come back into my family.

Just lost my grandma the week before Christmas. Had a dream she came to hug me, then reached for my belly. I promised her if we ever had a baby girl, she will be named after her-like my son is named after my grandpa. My husband has had dreams of me holding a baby-the last couple of weeks. He even asked if I was. Too scared to test until I’m late.

Will test soon.