Venting

I’m feeling bitter and angry at the universe today. I work with babies in early development and I had two kids who were taken by CPS. I ran into the mom today at the store. She is 21, has 3 kids (all taken by the state), and showed me a sonogram photo. She’s 5 weeks with baby #4. This is so unfair. Why can she have 4 she can’t take care of and I can’t have one? Or any of these other ladies trying so hard? It frustrates me and hurts me. I really hope she turns it around and is able to give this baby the love and care they deserve. Maybe I’m being unfair myself, but man. It hurts. 💔