Loss of a baby


I have had this app for a few years but this is my first time posting. I am really struggling with the idea of being pregnant again. My husband and I had been trying for over 3 years before we got pregnant with our baby AJ. I delivered him on August 28, 2018 and he was with us less than 2 hours. I know it’s been almost 5 months. But I just feel like with us trying again I am just moving on and I am not ready to move on. We want a another baby so bad. I am just not sure I am in it emotionally after losing my baby. Sometimes I feel like it is affecting me more than my husband.