Hi there, this past year I had two miscarriages one at 7 weeks and one at 10- some of you may even remember my story because I posted about how I surprised my husband the first time (bunny and little sign on our bed is my profile photo)

Anyway since then I have started working with a fertility clinic and have been diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder.

On the 13th I took a test randomly (we were taking a break from the clinic for the holidays for stress reasons) and it was positive!

I was so excited/ scared the next day I took another and it appeared a bit darker. (I also had blood work at the clinic this day and they said everything looked great! 3 weeks and 2 days) Well this morning I took another and it seems to be as light as the first :(

Did this happen to you?

With my first two I was able to watch it get darker and darker every other day.

I need some good news.....

If you have something similar that happened to you and then you came out 9months later with a baby please let me know.

I am already

preparing my heart for the worst.