So, have any of you been happy and depressed at the same time?

Do you have demons that tell you opposite versions of reality and it’s so hard to not believe them? Even when everything is perfect they convince you of the opposite? And when something does go less than perfect, they tell you: see you’re incompetent and nobody loves you?

Fake smiling all the time, because the few who know you are depressed tell you you can’t let negativity win, that you have the power to be happy, that you are not trying hard enough to be happy?

And it gets unbearable with PMS!

I have an appointment at a clinic to assess and decide who is the best therapist to help!

Demons are telling me now that people are going to judge me here and that I shouldn’t be posting anything.