Alright so I’ll try to put this in the shortest way possible.

My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 and a half years now😍

We met when I was 14, and he was 17.

We went through a lot of stuff in the beginning, with his ex and also with mine. But none of that is a problem anymore.

I’m kind of a very insecure person due to some stuff that happened when I was younger, but I always try to ignore it , especially in my relationships. My bf has made me feel a thousand times more confident and reassured in myself, it’s honestly amazing.

However, about a month ago, I found a picture of a girl that he screenshotted and saved on his phone. Which we have talked about it several times, and he knows I’m not okay with that. So I was obviously very upset, more at the fact that he lied and betrayed me it felt like, rather than the picture itself. (She wasn’t naked). But I got over it

I forgave him

And now, yesterday, he told me he’s curious as to what other people look like naked. And that hurts.

Recently I’ve felt very disconnected from him. Very distant. I’m not trying to be, I’m just very unsure of what I want. I love him to death, i just don’t know whatshappening. Maybe we’ve ran our course. He’s been my sweetheart for so many years, so it’s hard to believe that it just ends sometimes.

Please talk to me about this, I don’t have anyone to talk to, so I just need some opinions..