One day left....

Augusta

Well tomorrow I am expecting AF. I had a minor amount of cramping today. Not positive if it was uterine or gas. Was hard to focus cause I was at a dr.s office I didn't want to be in.. but I've had a conglomeration of "symptoms" the past week or so that has me on the fence with either preggers or not..tge one time we had sex and it had the greatest chance to happen(based on tracking my CM) was the 28th and just barely with in 24hours that I thought I felt myself ovulating.., honestly I expect AF to show. But I'm hoping I am so very wrong..I just keep telling my self, that there is no way I will be pregnant..because it's me, it's just not gonna happen... :( My period last month came three days earlier than originally predicted(highly likely do to the full moon phase and flow was heavier the first few days which is abnormal for me)..it didn't seem to change the up coming predictions the tracker had for this month..so if I followed my cycle day and count the days according to previous cycles I should have probably started my period anywhere from the day before yesterday (14th) to tomorrow (17th) giving chances of fluctuation. So maybe I'm already late, by a day, idk...I'm cool calm and reserved inside and out..but it's like wanting to go to Disneyland so bad..and you hear your parents talking about buying the tickets to themselves so you quietly get your hopes up because Hey! It's Feckin' Disneyland!! But days go by and your anticipation grows and the excitement gets too hard to bare..you think about all the rides you wanna ride and all the characters you wanna see! But your parents haven't surprised you yet..and you decide to ask them nonchalantly, hey Mom, dad, can we go to Disneyland sometime? You feel it welling up inside of you praying for some sort of affirming reaction to further the hope that you will make it to the Holy Land all kids dream of,..........they look at you like that's the worst possible idea and it was ridiculous to even ask. BOOM! CRUSHED AND DEVASTATED FOR THE REST OF THE CYCLE.. :( maybe I'm being dramatic..but I had already decided that if I am late after tomorrow, I'll give it another week to show before I test. Yay, more torture!!..I'm frightened to see no positive marks.. Ladies..what do y'all suggest?

::::::UPDATE:::::

no sign of AF yet..but its still early yet and last night I started to feel tightness or soreness in my lower back to the point I had to lay a pillow under my back to sleep..no pain this morning.. pregnancy test was a neg.