I broke up with my boyfriend, yesterday. But we both go to the same church, there’s service today and I really want to go. I’m starting to reconcile with God after not going to church for a while. But I don’t want to see him, I feel like I’m going to cry. I’m not ready to see him. But I don’t want that to stop me from going to church. I want to go to church to worship God not to see him. I don’t know what to do? Any advice?

-Update-

I ended up going. As such as it would hurt to see him, I had to go for God, not to see him (ex). It went better than I expected. I felt somewhat comfortable to worship although he was there. He’s still not over it as he didn’t shake my hand or told me “God Bless You” but that was expected since I’m the one that broke up with him.

Although no one knows, well at least not from me, idk if he has told anyone but people noticed. But I’m as long as I have God I’m still going no matter what.